That's enough darkness for now
Let's go back to the light
I have people in my life
That get me as high as a kite
People who see how deeply flawed I am
Who know the sins that have clawed my hands
They see the real me, the good, the bad and the ugly
But then still decide to stay, just cause they love me
I don't need more people who despise me and tire me
I need my crew who can surprise me and inspire me
I like myself most, when you make me feel your love
Your kindness and compassion, leaves me wondering how
You can afford to spend your energy
On lost ones like me,
Who aren't free, who can't see
And clearly aren't worthy
I don't love myself enough to get better
But I love you enough to know you deserve better
I'll work on my issues so they won't be inflicted on you
I'll deal with the voices that have conflicting views
I am ill, I am sick
My mind is slick
With thoughts about ending it
I can no longer endure it
But if I decide to leave
My pain won't stay mine
It will just get redistributed
Amongst the ones I leave behind
I'd kill myself before I ever hurt you
So I'll not kill myself, as I can't afford to break you.
